To Disappoint others..
Its hurtful..
you start to hate yourself,you feel very guilty,and slightly confused..
its just so difficult to understand why????? why am i like this,why do
i keep disappointing the people i love and are closest to me...
why do i keep hurting them even though i don't mean it..
why am i such a failure in their eyes..why is it that every time i look
at them i remember all failures..just some many questions,but no answers..
just yesterday i was crying,because i remembered all my failures and
i felt hopeless,and so depressed..especially if being a failure is not the only
problem you have going on right now:(
anyway through it all,even though its so difficult i try to smile no matter what
cause when you smile you can hide a thousand hurt aches,and no one will ever notice...
trying to be strong,
Love,
Armie.
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